Saturday, January 02, 2010

Singing I love You Lord
Singing I love You Lord
Singing I love You Lord
I love You

While attending today's mass I was filled with tremendous remorse, disappointment, and sadness, and I asked for forgiveness. Although the DOR wasn't fantastic, I was glad that I took a bit of time to speak to Abel and Shims. Shims started the DOR off for me with bad news, but I took it perfectly. Proud of myself for that, haha. Glad to have hung out with Jelly, Stef, Eugene, and James as well.. Went around chatting with quite a few people throughout the 8 hours and during fellowship after mass. That was pretty good.

I'm seeing the need for myself to take quiet walks to rail mall and re-centre myself once again. Really hope to get back in the swing of daily prayer. So scared of the pain that will invariably come with being totally open to God. I am so tired. Goodnight, world.

@11.37pm
Thursday, December 31, 2009

Here we say goodbye to 2009! It's been a fantastic Christmas season; the past 2 weeks have been really awesome. I spent lots of time with my loved ones, caught up with old and new friends alike, and attended midnight mass with Daryl. We managed to spend quite a bit of time together in the leadup to Christmas and I'm so thankful for that :) I always enjoy every moment even when we're both stoned at the end of a tiring day of walking all around town :D

I had a good time just being with the girls again, and meeting up with 201 after almost 2 years (didn't realised I'd put off meeting them for sooo long :X). The Christmas party with MOPY was great too! Preparing the food was enjoyable and I especially liked the cozy gathering in my room at the end of it. And yesterday was awesome! Learning chord theory from Des and making shepherd's pie for the first time (secret recipe/I didn't make it! HAHA) was lots of fun! And the rest of the evening was just spent filling the room with hearty laughter and our stomachs with very yummy food.

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Just took a look at the Christmas messages I wrote last year and goshh, how things have changed since then! Nothing would have prepared me for how everything has turned out and I couldn't be happier. It's been a great year and there's just lots to give thanks for.. From the bottom of my heart. And I'm so happy that I can use simple words to touch the hearts of people who mean so much to me.

I'm looking forward to tonight! Can't wait to give you the present :) Off to make sandwiches!

@1.43pm