Friday, January 09, 2009
i just had a mini training session.. on how to learn how to live in the moment and not worry too much about the future and whether i'll be provided for.. by eating two cookies. hahaha.
how silly i've been.. assuming that the person i am presently will necessarily be the same person for long. thinking that an extra frodo poster will fascinate the me in 2 years equally. haha. and that's how i wasted a lot of money in secondary school. time and time again i've been proven that life doesn't turn out the way i expect it. changes take place. and really. things are almost always never as bad as i expect them to be. yes! believe it girl.
and so, it's really hardly any use contemplating now. projecting my 19-year-old expectations on a future career, a future marriage. i'm going to make a conscious effort to be mindful of my emotions and thoughts without judging them, and to allow myself to be swept along the unpredictable river of life, taking heart that most of my fears will turn out to be unfounded.
...countdown to wkend: 1 day
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
"Yesterday is gone, tomorrow has not yet come.
We have only today.
Let us begin."
Mother Teresaawesome..
...countdown to wkend: 3 days
Sunday, January 04, 2009
ah.. school is going to reopen soon and the hectic holidays are ending, so i'm going back to my blogging ways. ^^
this december really flew past.. i barely had enough time to sleep, let alone update. haha. hmm.. the moment the exams ended, my schedule was packed full with carolling practices, retreat practices and the genting holiday with my family. it was a really difficult month.. the ups and downs came so violently. i'm glad everything is back to normal now.. in fact, i think they got better! ^^ i'm so excited!!
so here i am, a quiet christmas, lonely new year's eve and a couple of reunions later, looking forward to the semester ahead.. so psyched by the prospect of taking a science module with jem and a music module with him and des!! :DD some problems cropped up with regards to my social work modules though, and hopefully they'll be resolved tmr morning.
with the arrival of a new stove and oven, i've also found motivation to start baking and cooking at last. hehehe. there i was thinking that taking food and nutrition would really turn me into a miraculous cook. wishful thinking :D so now i'm back in action, hoping to brush up before i get married and have to prepare meals for my family. heeheehee. today i cooked dinner for my family.. it didn't turn out perfect at all, but it was fun :D i'm so happy! :D
ok. i'm going to entertain monster and then we'll watch man u play later on at midnight. yay! :DD
...countdown to wkend: 0 days
