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Sunday, February 26, 2006

okay.. have been feeling rather down since wednesday..
basketball really means the world to me now! i love it so so much. didn't really realise how much i loved it until the day i went for tryouts and couldn't help being crazily happy when i got selected haa. and now that i'm in i'm one of the lousiest.. maybe even the very lousiest..! and being the stupid perfectionist me i cannot help but feel super horrible. very very demoralised.. wednesday everyone played very well.. and even though we lost the coach was quite satisfied with the overall performance. and i say overall 'cos i totally screwed up.. even though i got a few more minutes of play time i didn't use them well. DARN IT!!!!!!!! monday we'll be playing against pioneer jc. so fast?!!! yea. and i haven't even calmed down yet!! everytime i go and think about the whole thing i'd feel like crying. i hate crying! blaaaah! i'm not even close to being as stressed as this when it comes to school work!!!!!!! ARGH! ARGH!!

countdown to monday: 1 day



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