Thursday, February 16, 2006

finally back here. and now i'm almost an official yjcian haaaa
yeah! it sounds like it sucks but i really love it over there. the people are so nice and warm, so not arrogant or snobbish, so cheena :S okay there's a downside to everything of course. and in such a slacky environment i've suddenly turned on my engine and become a study freak.

okay rewind abit. last friday we went back to st nicks officially for the last time ever.. yea that was kinda sad but.. yup got back our results. all those who were paranoid-ly worried that they would not do very well aka joyce, ying qing, ellen, charleen and jing yi, of course, did very well. like 6 8 7 6 8 lah. and me suddenly with a double digit L1R5.. 11. :( and i actually failed higher chinese. (what if i got a 49 again??? what if i had studied for o levels?!!!!!! what if i put in abit more effort in studying for the normal chinese 'o's and gotten a 1.. might have gotten a 9 in the end..) okay all these what ifs. bad.

gonna work my butt off now so that i can go to NUS and be a medical scientist! woo. i love jc life and especially life at yj! okay.. so my class isn't exactly great.. i'm so different from the other girls (they don't like doing sports, worry about broken nails, speak in chinese, seem quite interested in talking about guys, don't like doing homework - okay so i'm a nxxd.. or so michelle says) blah blah blah.. oh God i seriously miss my st nicks friends.. stupid ellen so made me upset this week. she promised that she would come to crash yj on at least one day.. wednesday. then she decided not to come on BOTH tuesday and wednesday.. crushed my hopes. >:( i'll bet a million that it's because a particular person indirectly forced her to go for the OG outing instead. nooooo!!!!!! i'm losing them already!!!!!!

sigh. so mixed up now! no one cares about me anymore!! so depressing!!!!! and i can't make it for ying qing's drama fest on time cos i have basketball (which is probably the best thing that's happened to me actually) blah blah argh!

conclusion: life = yjc - st nicks - best friends i've ever had + basketball

countdown to basketball friendly at ajc: 1 day