Thursday, April 29, 2004

i haf nt been so sad in a long time. since my pet baby rabbit died. i cnt believe it. mayb im dreaming.

WHY was john eliminated?
cursed simon tried to psycho everyone to stop voting for john.
the wk b4, paula n simon n mayb randy i cnt rmb. they actuali hinted tt john was here nt cos of his voice. bt cos he gt jon peter lewis' votes n he was a very nice guy.. if john doesnt gt a contract im gonna die. i read in idolforums tt john had been receiving alot of death threats n mails. he din even do anything..

i hate this..

[half hr later]

sigh. smhow i dun feel so sad anymore. juz peaceful. same feeling as when my parents haf a very very serious quarrel n i feel very upset at first bt later juz noe its gonna b okay. i hope john comes out wif a cd. i will buy it for my own bdae prez of christmas prez depending on which of them is closer to the first day the cd is released!

countdown to nxt episode of ami3: man u rox